Bittersweet

Today has been a good and a hard day. I am excited because Andy's visa arrived yesterday! HOORAY!!! I won't be flying solo with the kiddos on their first overseas flight. But today has been hard because I think that it is really sinking in that I am not going to live in this city anymore. I was able to spend time with two women who are really dear to me today. I had coffee this afternoon with Angie and really enjoyed being able to talk. It was so hard to leave! I feel like this is a relationship that is just starting with a woman that I would love to know better and I am leaving. Then Andy and I had dinner with Doug and Lori, great friends of ours. They were the couple that we knew when we first moved to Indy (our only Indy friends at first). We have been friends through the addition of kids, job changes, and just all the life stuff. More than that, they were our extended family here in Indy. So, dear friends, know that we will miss you. More than I can express. While I do enjoy change in life, change in relationships are hard! I am crying (yet again) as I write. Somehow it seems to be the theme for my day. I think that we have been rushing through with so much to do that I have not had time to stop and feel. Today my emotions caught up to me and somehow I can't seem to stop crying.  What an emotional roller coaster! I think I just need to go to bed....